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Upside

by Avery Elliott

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1.
I fell in love with a girl, and selfish one at that I gave her my heart and soul, and she never gave back She didn't love with her whole body but my heart was always hers I let let myself fall so hard for you, even though I knew you weren't good And you kissed her, when you should've been kissing me, should of been kissing me Should of been kissing me Oh You touched her when you should've been touching me Should've been touching me Should of been with me I never expected this all of the things you did i cant count how many times i forgave you I always forgave you You thought of him when you should've of been thinking of me You thought of him when you should've been thinking of me You'll be touching him and you should still be touching me
2.
Life is filled with bittersweet happiness cause I wake up everyday and I'm still alive but i'm too filled with cowardice to take my own life And I know that you'll say that its a good thing and I know and I know and I know you'll say its a good thing but I don't live in this body I don't have love for this body anymore I don't have love I don't have love cause I don't live in this body anymore anymore
3.
I honestly dont have the patients to write up this song
4.
you are, everything I want in a human being you make my heart race im sure my pulse is through the ceiling and I, never thought id smile this much its not my fault you make my heart rush You are the light in a dark place (x2) you make me smile even if its through a screen I like waking up, knowing your missing me, as much as I'm missing you who knew that youd capture my heart i guess im used to it being torn apart You are the light in a dark place (x2) you are my light in my dark places you are my light in my dark spaces you are my light in my dark places
5.
Im tired of living in this body of breathing in this body when every breath is a lie cause Im no pretty girl why does the world want me to be pretty I cut off all my hair, and I try not to care, when they call me a faggot from their passing car doors I used to put duct tape on my chest cause the world gave me a body I never asked for and I cried to my mama the other day, when she called me by my real name cause I used to be her pretty girl im sorry i killed your pretty girl Cause I'm no pretty girl why does the world want me to be pretty (x2) I'm no pretty girl why does the world want me to be
6.
Everything 02:32
What kind of chapstick do you use when you wake up sad? When you go to sleep at night, which side of the bed do you use I wanna know everything there is to know about you (x2) When you played Pokemon sun and moon which Pokemon did you choose? If I gave you a peach and a pear, tell me would you despair if i peeled them first? I wanna know everything there is to know about you (x3) you are so beautiful when the sunlight hits your face but what does your skin taste like when youre lying awake thinking of me and Im sorry this sounds kind of creepy i wrote this while I was sleepy and thinking back I could have worded it better but the sentiment still stands I wanna know everything there is to know about you everything
7.
Did you know im afraid of the dark and everything that it holds Ive spent too many years crying too many tears afraid of the coming years and I I'm afraid of the closet and all the years I spent in there left too many skeletons hanging in old clothes in old fears I dont wanna be afraid, dont wanna be afraid anymore So I'll tuck myself in fuck fear dont let fear win and I'll get over I'll get over I dont wanna be afraid, dont wanna be afraid anymore

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released May 13, 2017

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Avery Elliott Buffalo, New York

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